Where I stay

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I didn't fall for you at once
I noticed you
The way you walk
The way you talk 

Your presence was persistent
But quiet and calming 
You loved me quietly 
But I was blind to it 

Your love was like gravity, holding me in place 
Keeping me from the past I ran from 
You didn't ask me to forget my past, 
But you remind me that I survived

I have memorized your eyes, in all their moods
Your lips, forming words I can read before you speak 
Loving you is like exhaling
After years of choking 

There was no performance or fear 
No shrinking or hiding to suit you 
You made me the woman I am 
And protected the girl in me 

Thats why... I choose you 
Everyday, always and forever 
I love the past version of you, the present, and will love the future 
You are where my heart goes without being told, and it is where I stay

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