What About Me

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I worked my nails down to the quick
I don't know what more I can give
I've given all I have 
Left behind in the dust

Around me, laughter and sunshine 
By my side, emptyness
Loud and explosive 
What's the use of my toil?

Fading into the shadows
Day by day 
No one notices 
How my laughs became smiles 

Where do I go?
What about me? 
Who has my back?
Do you want to be my friend?

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